Yet again, i always curious about secure and anonymity while i'm browsing through internet. After i share free private proxy now i'm going to share SSH account for you.

Here it is :

IP Address: 96.9.130.185
Port: 22, 81, 443, 1745
Username: sshfree
Password: gratis

Waha, judulnya aneh ya? xixixixi..

Ceritanya berawal dari hari kamis 5 maret lalu, koneksi telkomsel flashku hampir pasti tiap 2 jam sekali disconnect. Awalnya sih aku biarin aja, aku pikir paling lg gangguan ni tsel. tapi kok samapi jum'at masih aja disconnect2 ya.. mana harus monitor transfer file ma account hostingku ke server baru pula. Akhirnya ngungsi ke warnet dulu, aje gile dua hari g tidur coy.. sabtu pulang, coba connect pake Telkomsel lagi, walah kok masih sama aja, malah tambah parah gini 15 menit g ada udah disko-disko lagi. SIALAN.

Akhhirnya aku putusin buat telp CS tsel, wew nunggu lama bangetttt..
Kira-kira gini percakapan kami :
CS : Selamat siang..
bigguy : Pagi.. (hahahaha.. 2 hari g tidur bikin otak gwa ngawur)
CS : bla..bla.. ada yang bisa dibantu.. bla..bla..
bigguy : ini koneksi telkomsel saya kok tiap 2 jam disko ya mbak..
CS : bla..bla.. kami cek dulu pak...
Sementara itu terdengar musik2 ala kadarnya (iklan)

CS : bla..bla.. nanya sinyal, dsb..
bigguy : HSDPA 2 bar, modem huawei e620
CS : nyuruh ganti ke gprs
bigguy : udah mbak.. sama aja.. (padahal belum, ogah gwa pake gprs.. xixixixi)
CS : Coba modemnya di cek pak
bigguy : Udah, aku pake buat gratisan m3 lancar2 aja (keceplosan.. wakakaka)
CS : Kalau begitu coba CLEAR COOKIES pak (sambil nunjukkin dimana aku harus melakukannya)
bigguy : (sambil ketawa) apa hubungannya mbak cookies ma koneksi disko2.. wakakakakak
CS : (ngomong g jelas) << aku udah males dengerin soalnya
bigguy : Ya udah mbak di coba dulu, nanti kalo ada masalah aku telf lagi.

terus telf aku tutup, aku coba konek lagi.. tapi maaf, aku g clear cookies.. Ogah, males masukin password2 lagi, kan kompi ndiri.. xixixixi..

dan ternyata sodara2.. koneksi stabil, lancar g disko2 lagi... Berarti bener firasat gwa, sebenarnya ada masalah tapi disembunyiin, malu ato gimana nih telkomsel? masak cookies bikin koneksi disko2? aja aja ada.. wakakakak..

Buat Telkomsel, kalo ada masalah ya bilang aja terus terang ma client. Gak perlu bikin alesan g jelas kayak COOKIES ini.. Tambah malu-malu in kan akhirnya? xixixixiix...

Ah, romance, that wonderful and exciting feeling, that most glorious intertwining of two hearts. So intense, such a high, but so fleeting, and so often for so many once gone never to return. But does it have to be that way? Can we intentionally create and sustain more romance in our lives?

Most folks profess to want more romance in their lives. Indeed, for some, romance is a goal unto itself, or at least high on the list of goals for their love relationships.

But if having romance in our committed love relationships is a highly prized goal, and if so many people want more of it in their lives, how can we create, cultivate, and encourage it? What concrete steps can we take to make sure that romance takes seed and flourishes?

The purpose of this article is to explore the idea that romance begins in your heart-center and grows outward, and is, to some significant degree, a reflection of how you feel about yourself. In other words, by romancing yourself first you can create the conditions that allow you to experience and express romance with another more easily.

Listen: your capacity to love and accept yourself is the measure of your capacity to love and accept others. The same can be said for romance: your ability and willingness to create romance within is the measure of the romance you can help create in a committed loving relationship.

True romance isn’t just about flowers and poems. Flowers and poems are great, of course, but are really just an extension of a feeling that comes from within, something that starts in, and flows from, the heart. Without that heart-felt feeling, flowers and poems are but an attempt be to romantic, not an expression of true romance.

So how do you create more romance in your life? Begin by romancing yourself. Love, accept, and forgive yourself on a deep level. Treat yourself with respect and understanding. Buy yourself flowers. Write yourself a poem. Treat yourself with respect and dignity. And remember: if you don’t love yourself first, you can’t truly love another.

And remember that it is far more important to be the right person than to find the right person. Our relationships are a reflection of the relationship we have with ourselves. Romance, too, is a reflection of that inner state. By first creating romance within, you’ll be well on your way to creating more romance in your life.

In today’s fast paced society, we’ve become accustomed to filling the eeriness of silence with fluff. We turn to many distractions as a means of escaping feelings of idleness or boredom. But the main thing we wish to elude is loneliness. Solitude does not have to alienating or lonesome. In fact, solitude and loneliness are distinctly separate.

The death of a loved one or the inability to find people who understand you can leave you feeling isolated. Webster’s dictionary plainly describes loneliness as “being without companions.” It’s natural to experience an emptiness while longing for love or acceptance. Loneliness is therefore an emotive state that can be experienced whether or not one is physically alone.

It was Geoffrey F. Fisher who said, “In cities no one is quiet but many are lonely; in the country, people are quiet but few are lonely.”

We tend to fill loneliness with all types of distractions. For example, some single women would rather spend a Friday night with a man they have no genuine interest in, than spend the night alone. They long for a way of killing time while they await the man they are actually seeking. Then there are young adults who are involved in cliques where they can’t really relate to their companions. However, they would rather feel accepted on a superficial level than risk feeling outcast. So what is it about being alone that scares us?

Do not be spooked by the unfamiliarity of silence. Silence can be an amazing thing. It teaches you how to truly listen. It teaches you to pay attention to what’s going on inside of you. Only when we are alone, can we have the space and peace we need to think without being outwardly influenced. It therefore becomes easier to make important decisions as well as identify whatever feelings are culminating within.

Get in touch with yourself so that you can make conscious decisions rather than simply react to emotions. Appreciate the time you have to yourself. Let the peace and understanding you find better equip you for the commotion of today’s world.

Hello my friends, i am going to share one great information to all of you. Do you like NFL games? i"m sure you are. Do you want to watch your favourite Team playing? With low cost of course! Today, i have found a website which offer us Direct TV NFL Sunday Ticket.

The Direct sat TV is telecasting without wireless. You cannot get best quality like this anywhere else. They have a lot of packages to suits your needs and interest. You can get 15 second direct TV quote. Here you can see the difference of the cable and direct TV. Wit the NFL TV Package, DirecTV offers you the most complete nfl games available anywhere with NFL Sunday ticket.

Just visit this NFL TV and order one, i guaranteed it's the best deal in this business! You can just fill this registration in 15 seconds. It’s very easy to you to book, orders in online. Within two days they will come to your home and fixed the direct TV. There have 24 hours customer service, if you have any problem you can call them at any time. My best option is to book the NFL TV Package. Because they are covering everything with that single package. They are costing very cheap. Why cheap? 14 games in a week my friends, compare with 4 games on any cable TV, it's 200 games in the season. I am pretty damp sure they are best in DIRECTV NFL Sunday Ticket. Enjoy your games!

Since my old plan for february was never going to be true, i create another plan.
Starting from few days a go, i bought a huawei e620 modem with the money that i save for my old plan.. :-(

Sad actually...
But i have to do something right?
So, my new plan is...

Downloading movie as much as i can so i could enjoy the day watching movie.. eheheheheh... starting today.. with this new modem, i got a good internet speed.. i'm curently download Body Of Lies..

Here my download speed screen shot. :-D



it's fast for third world country like indonesia.. LOL
Do you have any suggestion what movie should i download..? eheheh

Wekekekkek... kemaren blog telogodog.com resmi diluncurkan..
blog itu rencananya sih buat gojek-gojek aja, pengalaman-pengalaman ku yang nggak menyenangkan akan di post di situ blog ini (mrbigguy.com) buat nyari duit aja.. wekekekekek.. klo dapet sih.. xxixixixixi..

Jangan lupa kunjungi telogodog.com yak...

warnng: Indonesian only.. xixixixixi